For my Best Friend.

We all have that special someone.
No, I'm not talking about "True love", "soul mates", ore any of that shit.
I'm talking about BEST FRIENDS.

That one person you call when something goes wrong or your lonely.
That one person you wouldn't be embarrassed to tell anything to.
That one person who you would trust your life with.
That one person you would die for.
That one person who cares more then anyone.

I have someone like that.
We stalk each other's facebooks and spam each other to oblivion when we're not taking over the world in our minds with our awesomeness while were together. She has the power to make me smile at even the most depressing times. When I go more then a few days without seeing her I get cranky and mad. Because I miss her. I haven't seen her in like a week!! And I really wanna hug her right now. Because there is soooo much I want to tell her. I'm going to write this to make up for my stupidity of letting my phone get stolen

I know she's reading this.. so this next part if for her:

Remember that night over Thanksgiving Break? That night where I wasn't sure if something absolutely terrible was about to happen that would have killed me inside? Yeah that night that you stayed on the phone with me for 17 hours straight. And we were talking through facebook before that. You stayed up with me for almost 25 hours because of my sadistic life. I can't thank you enough for that.

Not long after that "Incident",
I got my heart splattered across the floor. The first person I called... was you. I went and spent the night with you. And you listened to me bitch, and complain, and cry.... and cry... and cry. And you still put a smile on my face before the end of the night. I do recall you getting my mind off things by calling some kid.. was it your friend..?...Cousin? I don't know... but I was a douche to him because it was funny. And we had a great time. And by the morning, it was still a shitty night... but it would have been soo much worse without you. I would have made some choices I would have regretted.

I honestly can't thank you enough for the impact you've made on my life. I would die for you in an instant. I had a dream that you died in an earthquake... It was the worst nightmare I have ever had.... I've had some pretty fucked up ones... but... that was the most terrifying because it wasn't me dying it was YOU. I woke up crying my eyes out.. I never told you that. But it happened. I would do anything for you and I know you'll be there for me like you always have.. and I will do the same...

I love you Jazzy...♥(: